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Thursday, November 17, 2011

Quotes :)

These are some quotes that I find exceptionally good, & that I have learned/live by..


A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bank balance smaller, home happier, clothes dirty, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for.
When it comes down to it I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them anyway.




"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."

Beiber, People, & Sleep.

All this Justin Beiber shiz is getting on my nerves here lately, I don't like his face & that's all i seem to be seeing on the internet and tv. ugh. The baby is probably his. Who cares, really. That dumb girl withdrew her case because she was getting death threats... Well, dont make it so gosh dang public... People are already ticking me off today. I'm not putting up with crap anymore. From anyone.. I think I made that quite clear to someone very close to me last night. And I'll keep making it clear to anyone that gives me crap...
On the otherhand, I slept good last night. David came in from work, me & ciara were sleeping. I'm usually a light sleeper since I had her, but last night I was OUT. He managed to get her without waking me up or waking me up all night. Yay :) I think that's the first full night of sleep i've had since she was born. :D

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

OK SO I HATE PEOPLE. PEOPLE GEET ONNN MUUUH NERVES. YEP. MY LOVES? VERY FEW IN CRITTENDEN COUNTY.
-MY FAM
-LENA
-LISHA
-CAAAAZZZZZIEEE
-HEATHER
-DESTINEE
-DELANIE
-STEPHANIE


kaitlyn is retarted and i hate your ***************** SINGING!!!!! SHUT UP!!!!!!!

:) :) :)

things are good. my honey is back at home where he is suppose to be with me and his lil girl. I love them so much!!!!!!

Monday, November 14, 2011

horrible nighttt.....

Last night/morning was pretty horrible. me and david got in a big fight at like, 4 in the morning. So he left, and i haven't talked to him since. I was pretty ticked last night but now I realize I was just really tired and overreacted... Having a baby is hard. I really hope we can be strong enough to be parents together no matter how hard it is... I love my little sugar bear though :) she looked so cute this morning before I took her to daycare! I love that cute little face so much. No matter if I loose everyone, I still got my babygirl!!!!! She's the most important thing in my life and I have never loved someone as much as i love her! And believe me I want her to be my baby forever but she is already growing so freaking fast :( she is 2 1/2 months old and she is already bouncing in her bouncer, teething(i think) and throwing fits <:( She's too little for all that! If she want's to watch TV, she screams until you let her watch TV. Haha. She was screaming yesterday and I sat her down with me on the couch and turned spongebob on, instant quietness. While she was watching spongebob, i kissed her lightly on her cheek. She growled/whined at me. I waited a few minutes and gave her another kiss on her head, this time VERY lightly. She growled/whined louder. LOL. She is so funny. I love my little CiCi though :)

Monday, November 7, 2011

i need a job.

Yeah. Like, bad. David's paycheck just isn't covering me and ciara's needs. Thankfully i'm stocked up on diapers for a little while, but when we have to start buying diapers, ugh. We really gonna need some more money. lol. But once david graduates he's hopefully going to get a better job. Also thankfully, we have saved up so my baby can have a good christmas :) We've already went christmas shopping a little bit in Paducah. But we are making our first trip up to Evansville soon to get the rest of Christmas stuff and me some new clothes that actually fit my fat butt. Haha, i really need to go on a diet right about nooooow. So yeah, I'mma work on that....

But I really need to get out. Alone. With a friend.. And ... Mellow Out, if ya know what i mean! :D

Friday, November 4, 2011

lena needs to write better blogs.

I feel sorry for weird people. :(

But anyways....
I truly love my best friends& my babymamma's!
Yesterday I had a pretty good day. Wen't an seen my babymama and her lil boy Briston.
Last night, wasn't as good. My lil girl spent the night with her Nana and it wasn't cool. I missed her. :(
But i'm ready for school to be over so I can see my little princess allll day! yay. !!!!
She makes me so happy. But on another note... Why are people so facebook mean. There was a little arguement on one of my friend's pages and OMG stupid. People are so stupid. I honestly just don't know what this world is coming to... Someone help those idiots who think they're intellegence or WHATEVER is a force to be reckoned with or something...... you may be smart but you're a dumb-smart. like, you know what your talking about, but you're opinion is dumb. and nobody cares or want's to know. either like what someone says on THEIR facebook page or get off!!!!! Yeah! lol. Highschool is just not for me. I'm really hoping I can get out of this bottomless pit and go to pathways before someone starts crap with me and i have to knock some sense into them!!!!!!! BLAH!