memories

I miss the past so bad... the good & the bad! i know its all over for me now that i have a baby. I don't really know if i will ever have any good memories with my friends anymore. but my daughter is well worth it. But i miss old times. like when me and heather & another friend went and put marshmellows & peanut butter in everyones mailboxes & on their cars and junk, at like 1 in the morning...or maybe when kayla was having her baby and me and destinee would get fully undressed in the elevators and see if we could get dressed again before it stopped at a different floor. HAHA. oorrr maybe when we went to the roof and poured coke on peoples heads.. :) i miss hanging out with brittany and riding around, doing our makeup like totally horrible and take pics just to be retarted.. it was good! i miss skinny dippin' at the dock with lauren and people... Babies are wonderful, sweet and cute and cuddly.. but there's more to it than just that. I am taking responsibility for my actions and i truely love my life as a mommy, my little cici is my world! but i miss when i could just be a kid and have fun and have no worries!!