memories

I miss the past so bad... the good & the bad! i know its all over for me now that i have a baby. I don't really know if i will ever have any good memories with my friends anymore. but my daughter is well worth it. But i miss old times. like when me and heather & another friend went and put marshmellows & peanut butter in everyones mailboxes & on their cars and junk, at like 1 in the morning...or maybe when kayla was having her baby and me and destinee would get fully undressed in the elevators and see if we could get dressed again before it stopped at a different floor. HAHA. oorrr maybe when we went to the roof and poured coke on peoples heads.. :) i miss hanging out with brittany and riding around, doing our makeup like totally horrible and take pics just to be retarted.. it was good! i miss skinny dippin' at the dock with lauren and people... Babies are wonderful, sweet and cute and cuddly.. but there's more to it than just that. I am taking responsibility for my actions and i truely love my life as a mommy, my little cici is my world! but i miss when i could just be a kid and have fun and have no worries!!

school

i hate school.. im sad that i had to come back. but atleast my doctor gave me two months off. happy about that... but im sooooo tired. layla and ciara were acting like complete fools last night.. i think layla's tummy hurt though... :((( did everyone have a good halloween ? me, being silly, took ciara trick or treating & now i think she is getting a cold :( !!!!

My pretty little grl.

So, my daughter is like a whole new baby now that i finally realized she is lactose intolerant!! no more booby milk for her!!! lol she has to have soy formula, but look how happy she is now!! :)))))))

My little prissy girls!

 My baby girls! Cici & Laylay! <3

Me & Miss Layla Joy.

here they are together. they are the most beautiful babies in the world, & let me tell they are very funnyy :)
It is so very hectic at my house, but i love it. These little girls make me so happy, but tired.. lol Ciara is currently at daycare which makes me very sad :( but thankfully i will be going to pick her up shortly! yay! I really hope she likes it! Atleast she will make friends! :) & Layla is currently snoozing in front of me in her Cradle bed. hehe.

EXCITED! My mother went into labor just a couple hours ago! whoo hoo! Can't wait to see my little baby sister, Layla Joy!!!!!!!!! :)

Exhausted.

So... I'm pretty gosh dang tired right now, getting up every three-fours hours really sucks. :( But it's okay,, i love my baby girl anyways..(: But i really dont have anything to say soo........... what did you eat for supper tonight ? I ate tacos. :D

First bath :)

Gave ciara her first bath and she loved it........ she was crying so hard over a tummy ache and she just relaxed when i put her in the warm bath, it was great for her and me.. (: but i can't believe she is ALREADY two weeks old... :(